"All right, then I will give you another reason," House said calmly, though he felt very tense. "I do not think it would be wise for me to acquire an addiction to you."
House looked at him for a long moment then, and finally said, "Wyn, I'll be straight with you. If it seems like I'm trying to keep my distance, I am. It's not your fault, it's..." Fuck why had he started trying to say this. "You've gotten into my head in a way that isn't entirely appropriate. Which is my problem, not yours."
Wyn looked confused, but it only took a moment to understand what Greg was
saying.
"I'm sorry. Is it my hormones? I'm wearing my necklace... But I can also
actively try and keep them in check. I don't- I don't want you to be
uncomfortable around me."
"It's not," said House. At least he didn't think it was. "Maybe you should just forget I said anything, I just didn't want you to think... look, it's just that it's my problem, it's not you. Okay?"
"No, I suppose that's true," Wyn nodded with a tiny smile. "You don't
strike me as the sort who wastes time on anything that you don't have a
keen interest in."
"I like spending time with you. ...You're honest and you never make me feel
like an outsider, even when you're examining me like some foreign being,"
Wyn said honestly, shrugging one shoulder.
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"I'd be flattered if you did," Wyn said. "But alright, I won't offer if it makes you uncomfortable- I just hate knowing you're in pain."
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Wyn looked confused, but it only took a moment to understand what Greg was saying.
"I'm sorry. Is it my hormones? I'm wearing my necklace... But I can also actively try and keep them in check. I don't- I don't want you to be uncomfortable around me."
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"Okay," Wyn said softly, not sure why that made his heart ache just a little.
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House took another drink of the coffee. "It's good," he said awkwardly.
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"It is," Wyn nodded, though he was just holding his cup. looking down into it.
"Sometimes when I sip it it feels like it's warming my soul."
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"Oh, I don't think your heart is cold at all," Wyn purred.
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"You flatter me," he said as he looked at him straight in the eyes.
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"I just tell the truth," Wyn assured him, holding his gaze a beat.
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"Well then," he said, "guess I don't need melting after all."
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Wyn smiled at that, his expression soft and warm.
"I fear I've fallen behind somewhat in my studies," he admitted, content to simply chat away with the other man.
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"Thank you," Wyn said, blushing a little. "It means a lot to me that you think so. Truly."
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"No, I suppose that's true," Wyn nodded with a tiny smile. "You don't strike me as the sort who wastes time on anything that you don't have a keen interest in."
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"What an honor to hold your interest at all then," Wyn said, looking genuinely touched.
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But all he said was, "Usually I'm not the first choice for students to voluntarily spend time with either."
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"I like spending time with you. ...You're honest and you never make me feel like an outsider, even when you're examining me like some foreign being," Wyn said honestly, shrugging one shoulder.
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